3/25/10

I have been meaning to just start writing, I am so happy I am. I have never been so happy and I am so lucky to be this happy. I have two of the most amazing women in the world in my life, and one of them has agreed to marry me. I am so lucky. She is too she says, I believe her, I know we both are. The wedding is just over a month away, and it is so great to not be nervous at all about the biggest commitment I will ever make. I love Bonnie so much, and it's incredible to love someone so much. But it's the best feeling in the world when you know they feel the same way about you. We love to challenge each other, but I can already see that going away. There has been this real nice calamity that has taken over in our relationship. I mean you hope to always go into one's wedding happy, and we always are, but this has been nice. Just very calming. That's the best word I can use. But I love Bonnie so much and I am so happy to tell her how committed I am to her soon. And my little angel will be right there with us, now if we only had a way to get Brady & Jake there, we would be perfect. Watching Taylor with them is amazing. Granted Bud moves when she climbs on him, he still loves her attention, and Jake cannot get enough of her, ever. She can climb all over him and hit him anywhere, no worries. No dog could be more of a lover than Jake, too funny. I am feeling so blessed tonight, as I have been lately. I have been counting my blessings lately I guess, or at least acknowledging them, there are many in my life.